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Author Topic: FREEDOM from GCx Lordship  (Read 1679 times)
Janet Easson Martin
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« on: July 04, 2022, 06:55:24 pm »


FREEDOM from GCx Lordship



Freedom to...


choose my future

spend as much time with family as I like

find and choose my own friends without counsel

date and marry outside of GCx

pursue hobbies without judgement

read or hear the Bible without continual condemnation

hear the Holy Spirit and follow his lead

use my spiritual gifts freely

pursue my career without approval

listen and learn from gifted believers outside the church without permission




Feel free to add your own to this thread with God-given freedoms you are enjoying after leaving GCx.



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« Reply #1 on: July 07, 2022, 07:36:47 pm »


FREEDOM from GCx Lordship



Freedom to...


read books that I choose or what God leads me to

watch TV shows or movies of my own choosing

visit churches outside GCx leadership

become informed about significant numbers of former members who have had less than healthy experiences under GCx leadership by researching online

listen and believe multiple members’ true stories of spiritual abuse inside GCx culture

leave a church without damning and deceptive threats about my future

speak up of observations and experiences that were spiritually abusive by GCx






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« Reply #2 on: July 13, 2023, 08:36:24 pm »

This description of the consequences of being under “spiritual” lords, rather than Jesus is so well put. I’m guessing many members can identify with this former GCx member:




You make sacrifices that inside you don’t feel right with, they don’t come from your heart, but you do them anyway because you don’t want to risk looking immature, and everyone else is doing them, or it’s what the people over you have determined is best for your life.  There is a ladder you are told you must climb, a level of spirituality you must obtain, and you are trying so hard to be like the people you look up to.  And not only that, but there is a race to the top of the ladder.  It’s you against your fellow brothers and sisters to see who can reach spiritual maturity first.  But you begin to notice that the spiritual maturity ruler isn’t really about “maturity” as you thought you knew it.  It’s about your “teachability”, how willing you are listen and agree with and “run with” what the people over you are telling you.  

And one day you come to the realization that you’ve sacrificed too much of yourself for the cause that you so believe in.  You ask yourself if certain things you did like cut off all your former friends, and put your biological family on the back burner of your life were necessary, or even wise.  It begins to tear away at the foundation of your faith, because if this one idea that you believed in might not be true, then maybe this other idea isn’t true either.  You begin to notice holes in what you thought was solid fabric and you cannot piece it together in your mind.  You are getting this vague feeling that some how you have been duped in some way.  In an attempt to be “open” you take your thoughts and feelings to the higher-ups, but you realize right away that you’re not getting the reception you thought you would get. …

You stick around because you said long ago that you would.  “Some of you will leave,” they used to say to the group, and you thought, “Not me, I never will, I’m a lifer.”  Then the thing that you thought would never happen does.  You make the choice to leave your friends and your life, as you know it behind.

Now even though you don’t believe in it, you find yourself in a kind of spiritual purgatory, some halfway Christian misfit that can’t seem to fit in anywhere.  You go to some different churches, but the people seem so “lukewarm” and lackadaisical about their faith, and you get so weary of trying to figure out the balance between “on fire” for God and “lukewarm” —nothing feels quite right.  So eventually, even though you love the Lord with all your heart, you just give up trying to feel comfortable among any of his people.  You stop going to church altogether.

You cannot figure out why it hurts to read your bible.  You love the Word, you love the Lord!  Why do you feel this way?  What used to bring such joy now just turns your stomach.

… Well, perhaps this wasn't exactly YOUR journey, but it was mine.  I am an ex-OH GCM'er from the 80's who stumbled across this website. I had no idea that so many others were also troubled by experiences in the [GCx] church.

-knit_in_no_more,   2008


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